Monday, October 8, 2012

To my darling little sister...

To my darling little sister,
In this life or the next, I will never experience a person as beautiful as you. It breaks my heart to write this now, but, I know you would want me to. This morning I held you in my arms for the last time, and before you flew away, I am glad that I got the chance to whisper in your ear the story of the hunter, the wolf and the sparrow. I love you so much and I never i magined I would have to live my life without you in it. I told you I would never leave you because despite your strength I knew you were scared. The best decision I made was to drop everything for you and be by your side no matter how much it hurt to see you in pain. As I was crying by your bedside you reached out to me and told me that you would do it for me too. My pain was nothing compared to yours and to see you handle it with such strength and beauty to very end made me realise that if I couldn’t be there for you in your darkest hour than I didn’t deserve you in the full bloom of your beautiful life. We stick together us two. Always did, always will. Know that our little projects we worked on together in the last few months when you couldn’t leave the hospital will happen. You said I was the person that can make things happen. And I never believed you until now. You are my little sister, my best friend, my hunter, my guide, my inspiration, my hero. Death can hide you, but it will never divide you from me. I will meet you in that special place you told me about. Until we meet again, I love you, I love you, I love you.

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